I had the honour of being with you when you brought Dj into the world.  A hugely emotional experience. I was and am still so proud of you. Buggerlugs came so far then decided he wasn't playing.  He really put you through it but you coped brilliantly. You did get a bit cranky with me and Dean though. Trust you to give birth on the hottest day of the year when the hospital ac wasn't working. The room was like an oven! I still shudder at the thought of sitting in the waiting area with that strange smelly man,  the smell lingered when he left and I thought everyone who passed must think it was me. You had the most amazing little boy  I just wish you were here to watch him grow. Xxxxxxxxxx